Anders Osborne

Mind Of A Junkie


Yeah I am nervous I'm sweating I hate to make amends
Bunch of opinions I'm always on a fence
Pissed off and sad at the same time
please somebody save me from my crazy mind


I try to read the big book but I can t see the words
Every time I meditate the whole things a blur
Panic attack, short of breath, I try to get things done
when my body needs to rest


I've been living in the mind of a junky
Thinkin' about junky thoughts
Couldn't help my selfish aspirations
and not letting God into my heart

I don't pick up the phone when I can't sleep 
I ain't got no appetite but I still over eat
I want peace and quiet but I keep running my mouth
My soul is like a hurricane but I'm still filled with selfdoubt


I hate the way I look and my ego's always weak.
I isolate myself and I get some more tattoos
Always running late so I can't make any plans
I'm preaching about stuff that I don't understand


I've been living in the mind of a junky
Thinkin' about junky thoughts
I Couldn't help myself with aspiration
Oh not letting God into my heart